Singing cicadas

I become someone very different during the summer. The summer is a hard time for me emotionally. It’s always been like that for as long as I can remember. I drink heavier, I stay inside more, nothing really fulfills me when I’m in this state of mind. I even take up smoking.

I think it stems from my inability to relate and bond with people. I’m not saying in a social recluse. However, I don’t know how to share emotional bonds with people; nor do I have the urge to want too. I have a perceived notion that for the most part every human on the face of the earth is an abomination. I have no interest in interacting with, and I’m no better either. So you could look at it psychologically that I don’t want to face my inner demons or literal that I for the most part hate the human race.

Thanks for reading my 9 am rambling, Have a great day.

Lana Del Rey – Old Money

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