Idealistic.

I want to start off by saying I don’t believe in fate or destiny. However, I do accept the idea that for the most part. Our lives are coursed from both external and internal factors that we have no control over. That being nature and nurture though out the course of being raised.

I at times live idealistically as if
my future hasn’t been set and I can choose whatever I want. Yet I know that there are some qualities that I do not hold that will hinder these dreams. I’m not depressed nor have low self esteem, but the last two years have really made me see life isn’t as beautiful as I made it seem.

I’m just becoming more aware of my significance in the grand scheme of things. It’s humbling, but debilitating at the same time. I know I have a lot to learn and each day I go into the void knowing I can always learn more. I just want to know that what I’m living at this very moment isn’t it.

“It is not in the stars to hold our destiny, but in ourselves.” – William Shakespeare

Lujon – Henry Mancini

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